Final Project (Essay Part)

Morgan Thoma

Colleen Booker

English 263

May 14, 2010

Carmilla

Throughout this semester, we have explored many aspects of the Irish tradition and of the Irish novel. We have learned about a few well-known Irish authors and what the country of Ireland has really been through. From Celtic Tigers to vampires, the world of Irish literature is packed full of excitement and wit but also has elements of disaster and misery. But nonetheless I found it interesting and enjoyable to explore, and have realized that I have a strong passion for the novel in general and am planning on pursuing it further in my education journey. The novels that I particularly took interest to included Breakfast on Pluto, A Portrait of The Artist, and especially Carmilla.

I decided to do a creative take on Carmilla because the story itself stood out to me. The way it was written and the character of Laura also stood out too. Personally, I could relate to Laura wanting to have a friend so badly that she could relate to but just not having any luck finding any. What I could not relate to was the reason for her lack of friends being desertion of her country. That whole element from the story was really strong, and helped create an even bigger spectrum of possible themes in the novel. It also helped add a sense of isolation not only to the setting of the novel but to the dire circumstance of not being able to escape things, i.e. Carmilla. There is also a theme of desire in this novel—after all it is somewhat of a love story. Laura finds herself to possess something she thinks is love for Carmilla, but it may just be because she is filling the void of her absent mother. Carmilla, on the other hand, claims to love Laura, and makes uncomfortable gestures towards her with which she is unsure of the meaning. The reader finds out quickly though, that the real thing Carmilla is after is Laura’s blood. However, the theme of homosexuality is still evident throughout the novel, no matter what the real reason for the lust is.

In Irish literature, homosexuality plays a big role in some of the main themes seen in novels written by Irish authors. It has been seen in Carmilla, The Picture of Dorian Gray, Breakfast on Pluto, and even The Gathering. In The Picture of Dorian Gray, homosexuality is evident through the character of Basil, and how he becomes “infatuated” with Dorian and his looks. The author, Oscar Wilde, also took a liking to men, and his homosexuality was often questioned, especially since he was imprisoned for having relations with men. In Breakfast on Pluto, Pussy grows up dressing like the opposite sex and has a desire to be a woman. She engages in sexual activities with both men and women, her confusion most likely being fueled with the loss of her mother and the sick notions that fill her head about what she believes happened to her mother from whom she believes is her father. This novel is perhaps the most “rich” in homosexuality, but it doesn’t take over as the main theme of the novel. The Gathering can be seen as having homosexual affairs in it as well, though in a more unfortunate way than the previous novels. The theme of homosexuality is not very prominent, but it is introduced. Liam suffers from memories of being inappropriately handled by Lambert Nugent, which lead him to taking away his own life. And finally, in Carmilla, the relationship between Laura and Carmilla is considered by many who read the novel to be homosexual. It may be a controversial theme to some, but nonetheless is it interesting, alerting, and real.

Though the Irish novels that we read in class had the same theme of homosexuality, they also had themes of want, desolation, and conflict. In every single novel we have read, there has been a want or desire that the protagonist can’t immediately attain. For Carmilla it was Laura’s blood, and essentially having the love of Laura. In Dorian it was everlasting beauty and youth and even for Basil it was having Dorian and his beauty. For A Portrait it was belonging, and finding out whom one really is. This theme is entirely evident in Breakfast, because it was everywhere within the pages of the novel. Pussy wanted her mother and a family; she wanted to belong somewhere. And even in The Gathering, Veronica wanted so badly to know what drove her brother off the edge and into committing suicide. Of course desolation is evident in most of the novels too, whether it be metaphorical or physical. And what novel is truly enjoyable to read without conflict? That theme was also evident in the novels as well. However, I chose to further explore Carmilla because I think this novel is the strongest of these three themes.

Carmilla was a novel that I took interest in right away. Of course it was easy for a vampire novel to capture my attention (thanks to Twilight) but even still I have always loved supernatural fiction and such. I thought it would be interesting to do a modern take on Carmilla because it was so interesting to read Twilight in modern day. The only previous vampire stories I had heard of was Dracula, and that was set in an older era. When I first read Twilight four years ago, the setting and modern aspects of the novel painted such an incredible picture in my mind that I wanted to believe it was all real; I wanted to believe that vampires were real, and that this instance that happened in the novel could possibly happen to me. Of course, I knew it was impossible, but the novel still made me happy and wishful. Not to get entirely off subject but it’s the same with the movie “Avatar.” It has been said that “Avatar” made some people depressed because the movie was so incredible that they wanted to actually live on Pandora, and while watching the film in the theater they for a second almost believed it to be real. While exiting the theater, realization set in and all of a sudden Earth wasn’t good enough for them—they needed to be on the fictional planet of Pandora. Now, this didn’t happen to me personally but I can relate to that feeling all the same.

Back to Carmilla—I wasn’t sure how exactly to conduct writing the story. I didn’t know if I should rewrite the whole thing or just a few chapters. Then I worried about my chapters not being significant enough or not being able to fit enough imagery in with all the action that happens in just a few pages. I settled on rewriting the beginning in modern time with three short chapters up until they grow their friendship to something more. Then I wanted to rewrite the scene at the end where the General attacks Carmilla (which is strangely related to the ending in Twilight, hmm...) I replaced the General with Laura’s father because I think it adds more of a “family love” theme to the novel and makes the scene stronger. I wanted to rewrite these parts in modern time because I think it would be interesting and challenging to stretch my brain around being an author for a moment and having to come up with settings, scenes, dialogue and emotions. Since the novel already has a plot, setting, and characters, I figured it would be like having the same food for dinner, but instead of frying the chicken, grilling it, and having bow-tie pasta instead of spaghetti (if you get what I mean.) The beginning and end seemed the strongest to me; if I could set the tone of the story then the reader could guess the middle and want to jump right ahead to the end of the story. The end is much different than that of the book, but I wanted it to be that way. Of course, in modern day not many people really believe in vampires being real, and I wanted to incorporate that into the story but also wanted to add a little mystery to what’s real and what isn’t.

Originally, I wanted to rewrite the entire novel in modern-day time, and incorporate every little detail or idea that pops up in my mind but realized that it would be way to long both to write and to have someone else read. However I did use my creativity to replace the obsolete objects in the novel with modern-day ones instead, creating a whole new spectrum of a story. It may not be Twilight, but it’s still realistic and intriguing nonetheless with a twist that no one could have seen coming. I hope you enjoy!

FINAL PROJECT

Hey guys, I have to post my final project early because I will be out of town for a week and won't have my computer with me. Hope you guys enjoy the twist in this story! Also, It's super long, so if you want the more interesting part skip to the last two chapters, I think I like that part the best. Anyways, enjoy! : )

Chapter One

If you have ever heard of the town of Cama de Sol, it would be known to you that not a lot of people reside there. It would also be known to you that it is an island, just off the coast of Costa Rica. Only a few people have the desire to reside there, including Doctor Hanson on the north side with his wife Sue, and a retired army general deep inland named George. An older woman named Patricia and her orderly friend Linda, reside on the west side, close to a beautiful lagoon. The south side belongs to a very wealthy family with a grand estate and a boat dock. The inhabitants of that estate include my father and I.

My mother died when I was young, and it has been just me and my father ever since. Of course, Patricia Perrodon and Linda Livingston contributed greatly to filling in the role of my mother, but nonetheless it has been difficult. I never met my mother—she died while giving me life but not a day goes by where I don’t think of her. My father moved to the island of Cama de Sol where we now reside ever since her death to escape reality and start a new life for us; he was never good with dealing with his emotions. He got a job as a fisherman but since my mother’s family was very well-off, neither he nor I ever need to work; he just works to keep his mind off certain things and to feel important in the world. He feels as though money needs to be earned to be valued. Contrary to his belief however, my father buys me everything—clothes, jewelry, and recently, a new Kawasaki STX-15F jet ski. My father must think that spoiling me will fill the void of not having a mother in the picture, but I still feel emptiness, despite the fact that she died when I was only a little baby. Being an only child is nice, but it’s definitely lonely sometimes—actually make that all the time, especially since there are only 4 people who live close enough to socialize with. And none of those people are under the age of 50. Needless to say I have never really had a true friend my age—no play dates when I was younger, nothing—there’s no one to play with on an island. My father had homeschooled me with Ms. Perrodon all my life so I never experienced public school. So, material items have been filling that void as well. But at 17 I felt the need to have a friend more than ever before. I needed to know things—girl things—things that I felt weird asking Ms. Perrodon or Ms. Livingston. I needed someone to talk to and who could relate to me; someone who had answers to my lingering questions. The only other girl I could think of who fit closest to that description is somewhat of a joke—she’s not even real. When I was younger, I had a dream unlike any other; I had a dream of seeing a girl’s face, and she was very pretty. She was kneeling by my bedside, stroking my hair and kissed my forehead. I remember feeling very comforted, but only a moment after feeling that comfort I felt a sharp pain in my chest, almost like it was being stabbed. I remember awaking in a startle, crying out for my mother but only to have my father come charging in the room with a scared look on his face. When I told him my vision, he ensured me that it was only a dream and that everything’s okay. However I could not keep my eyes from darting back to the place where I saw the girl kneeling on my bed. I tried convincing myself that it was just a dream but something about it just seemed too real. Little did I know that even at age six I could be so aware..

Chapter Two

When I on the morning of July 8^th, it was to my father saying he was heading out to go fishing. I never go with him on days when he has to fish but today was different. Originally, retired army General George’s niece was supposed to visit us on the island but suddenly fell sick and couldn’t make the trip. Needless to say I was disappointed at hearing the news but decided that I would accompany my father today to keep my mind off it. So, as the boat left the tiny dock on the south side of the island, I smiled as I felt the breeze in my blonde hair and the sun on my face. We were fishing for only an hour or so when the clouds came in and masked the sunlight. My father thought a storm may be coming in so we decided to head back to shore. But before we started the boat up again, I noticed something dark in the distance. It looked like a large piece of wood floating on the horizon. My father noticed it too, and we both decided to investigate. As we pulled the boat up to what seemed like driftwood, we suddenly realized that there was something on top of it—something that greatly resembled a person. And indeed it was a person. Laying there on the wood was a dark-haired girl, about my age with very pale skin. She seemed unconscious but when we brought her up on our boat she opened her eyes and immediately I recognized her face very well. This was the same girl I had seen in my dream long ago! We held contact for nearly a minute while my father checked her pulse and then she fell back into the unconscious. Her long black hair matted her porcelain face but I knew that I had seen this very same girl before. My father wrapped her in some spare towels we had on board and we started heading back to shore. I held her hand as my father drove the boat and stared at her—both perplexed and in awe. When we arrived at the dock the doctor was already there waiting for us, thanks to my father notifying him from his cell phone. We docked the boat and took her inside the house and up to one of our spare bedrooms where the doctor looked her over while I anxiously waited for her to wake up. It was only about three minutes until she moved her lips and mumbled something along the lines of “Where’s my mom?” My father looked at the doctor who said that we should just let her rest and warm up and that he would be back to check on her in the morning. He left the room and the girl mumbled the same thing again. My father had a grave look on his face and I asked him what was wrong. He explained to me that the driftwood the girl was laying on was actually a part of a boat—a small wooden boat—and that this girl may have been in a wreckage. He moved her thick, dark hair out of her eyes and asked her what her name was. The girl squinted up at us and answered with “Carmilla” but not before she began staring at me again. It was those eyes that had such intensity that scared me in my dream long ago; I could never forget those eyes. Before we could ask her any more questions she fell back asleep and my father decided that it was time to just let her rest. I asked him what was going to happen to her and he said that first we would try to find her family. Then I suggested that if we couldn’t find them, that maybe she could stay with us. My father’s face was aging and it was evident that he was considering what I was asking, but all he said to me was, “Let Carmilla get some sleep. We will see what she has to say in the morning. In the mean time, you have school work to do.” And with that we left the room and I attended to my homework. My brain couldn’t stop racing though; I knew I had seen her face somewhere before but was it real? Was this all real? I never really believed in ghosts and such but this was a face that I couldn’t get out of my head. And I wasn’t scared at all, if anything I was just confused and wanted to know the reason why I was seeing this girl again. But if I wanted to have anything answered, I would have to wait until the morning.

Chapter Three

The next morning couldn’t have arrived any slower. I woke up and immediately recalled the previous day’s events and jumped out of bed. I threw on my slippers and robe and hurriedly ran down the hallway to Carmilla’s room. When I opened the door, she was awake, sitting up in bed and staring at the wall. She heard me come in however because as soon as the door shut behind me she awoke from her daze and instead stared at me. I didn’t mean to be rude, but I sat down on the chair by her bed and told her how I recognized her. To my surprise, she smiled and told me she recognized me too, from a dream she also had when she was younger. I couldn’t believe the coincidence that we both shared together. I felt some sort of connection with her, and from the expression I saw on her face, so did she. That entire day I sat upstairs with her, asking her questions about her life and telling her answers about mine. She was from Costa Rica, and was vacationing with her mother and father off the coast in a sailboat when a storm hit. The storm, she recalled, was violent and tore apart their boat. She clung to a piece of wood from the boat to survive, and said that she was out there for two days before we found her. The emotion emitting from her eyes seemed so painful; it made me feel something for her, but I wasn’t quite sure what it was yet. It was almost like love—a mixture of sympathy and love. I never had a friend before, and having someone so unfortunate who, like me, lost family brought me closer to her. And something about her eyes—something about her deep dark brown eyes was almost intoxicating. She was so incredibly beautiful. From that point on we became extremely close friends; she helped me with my school work, and my father loved having her around because she would always help him gut his fish—she didn’t have a problem with blood like I did. He also took a liking to her because she had an extremely close resemblance to my mother. Even Ms. P and Ms. L approved of her, saying that they were so happy that I could finally have a friend to tell all of my secrets to. After all, I was seventeen years old and dying to relate to someone my own age. My father took me on vacations to other countries and such but still he always returned to Cama de Sol; he really never got over the death of my mother. But all of that didn’t matter now because I finally had everything that money couldn’t buy—a friend.

(Throughout the story, Laura and Carmilla become increasingly close, but Laura stays hesitant. She experiences nightmares and wakes up in the night from them. The nightmares get so bad that Laura’s father flies her out to Los Angeles to see a specialist. Carmilla grows upset that Laura is leaving and demands to go with. Laura’s father agrees, but takes note of her fondness for his daughter. He shuttles them out to the Costa Rican airport on his boat and returns home with concern on his mind for his daughter. Meanwhile, Carmilla convinces Laura to take a pit stop before the airport to her old home. Laura is hesitant at first but after seeing the pained look on Carmilla’s face she agrees. Carmilla brushes Laura’s hair out of her face and strokes her chin. Laura smiles half-heartedly and follows Carmilla down the dock where they got dropped off and finds the car Laura’s father called for them. Laura gets in first while the driver holds her door open for her. Carmilla gets in after, eyeing the driver with her piercing brown eyes. She requests that he drive her to her old house before the airport, for personal reasons. He agrees, frightened. While they drive down the busy Costa Rican street, Laura’s father has second thoughts. He turns the boat around while the day turns to dusk and calls the cab company to find out where the driver is. The company forwards his call to the cab driver and he answers, telling him where he is at with the girls: 10908 South Sand Bay Lane. Laura’s father asks him what he is doing there but before he can get an answer he hears a scream and the phone cuts out. He immediately becomes worried and with the dock on the horizon, speeds up. He dials the number for the police but the phone gets knocked out of his hand by a wave. Still, Laura’s father is on his way to get his daughter.)

Chapter Four

I trembled in the cab as I contemplated what just happened. Carmilla’s nails were halfway in our cab driver’s throat as we sat parked outside of her “house.” She lifted his neck up to her face and bit, hard into his flesh. I gagged at the sight of the blood and before I knew it, everything was fading to black but not before I saw her dark brown eyes almost smiling into mine with her face caked with blood. The next thing I knew I was awake in the dark in a place that smelled putrid. Where was I? Am I dreaming? Where’s Carmilla? Carmilla. All of a sudden the hair stood up on the back of my neck and tears started streaming down my face. I tried opening my mouth but was unsuccessful due to the duct tape covering it. I realized that my hands and feet were also bound and I couldn’t see a thing around me. Then I heard a laugh. It wasn’t a happy laugh, or a hearty laugh, it was a sinister laugh, and it came from right in front of me. I wildly looked around the black room and still couldn’t see anything. Then I heard another laugh, like the first one but much deeper, coming from the right side of me. And then another from my left. I could see them now—dark shadows advancing towards me from all directions. I screamed as best as I could with the duct tape on my mouth.

“No one’s going to hear you out here my darling,” I heard Carmilla’s voice; I could tell she was smiling. I screamed again and saw her eyes right in front of me; I could feel her breath on my chest.

“You see, I would have done this sooner but my family wanted to meet you,” she sneered. I was in total shock. This girl who I believed to be my friend was trying to kill me? How could this happen to me? I live on an island for crying out loud! There’s never any crime or violence there, how could she have found me? What made her choose me? A candle lit up to my right and so did one to my left. Soon the whole room was lit up and I couldn’t believe my eyes. About six people in long, black cloaks encircled me, staring and smiling. I gasped when I saw their teeth—filed canines made them look like vampires. Vampires, I laughed to myself. I read about those in fiction novels that my dad bought for me. We didn’t have television or radio or internet on the island but I still had my novels. Twilight was one of the novels I remembered reading. I thought to myself that these people must believe that they are vampires, because they can’t be real, can they?

“Oh Laura, why couldn’t you love me like I love you?” Carmilla sighed while stroking my cheek. She smiled and sighed and kissed my forehead before continuing with, “This is my family, and you could have joined us. But you couldn’t show me what I wanted most. I loved you Laura. Could you not see it? I want to know.” She ripped the duct tape off my mouth and glared into my eyes with hers. I was so scared that only a tiny squeak came out of my mouth. I managed to utter, “Who are you and why are you doing this to me?” She laughed and got really close to my face and said, “Because I want you. And if I can’t have you then I want your blood.” This couldn’t be real. This couldn’t be happening! I was going to die like this—I was going to die from crazy people who believe they are vampires. Then it clicked in my head—this whole thing was a setup. From the moment we retrieved her off the driftwood it has all been planned. Why would she claim that she loved me? She barely even knew me!

All of a sudden my ears got really hot, and before I knew it I started yelling for help, and calling her names. No more than two seconds later the door busted open and my father along with several police officers came in with their weapons ordering everybody to get down on the ground. Now, I half expected these ‘vampires’ to start flying around biting everyone in the neck and sucking their blood but to my surprise they did exactly what they were told and surrendered—all except for Carmilla. When they came in she refused to get down on the ground, claiming that she was invincible and that her business wasn’t finished yet. She whipped her head around and snapped my neck back, sinking her filed canines into it. A second later I heard a loud pop, followed by several loud pops, and the pain in my neck subsided while her body fell down to the floor. My father ran over to me along with two police officers and made sure I was okay. I started crying while my father held me in his arms and the policeman called for an ambulance. My father hugged me and told me he had a bad gut feeling in his stomach and decided to come back for me.

Chapter Five

When the ambulance arrived, I was put on a gurney and wheeled out of the little house. As I was leaving, Carmilla’s lifeless body was being covered and everyone else was being arrested. At the hospital my wounds were patched up and the doctor said although I may have a scar, I’ll be alright after a few days on bed rest. My father stayed by my side for three days straight, breaking only to get food or use the bathroom. When I asked if those people were really vampires or not he responded with, “There’s no such thing as vampires, honey. I’m going to grab some coffee, I’ll be right back.” With that he smiled and walked out of the room. I sighed and closed my eyes. As I drifted off into a deep sleep I had my first dream in three days. It was a familiar dream, one I remembered from my childhood. I was about six years old, laying in my bed talking to a girl about my age. She had long, dark brown hair and skin like porcelain. She was sitting next to my bedside, holding my hand and stroking my hair out of my face. She whispered, “I love you Laura.” I whispered back, “I love you Carmilla.” Carmilla. I immediately awoke from my nightmare to find that I was still in the hospital room. I could hear nurses outside and nothing seemed strange so I relaxed a little. It was just a nightmare, I thought to myself. I went to itch my head when I saw that my hand had a red mark on it, and was strangely warm. My hair was pushed out of my eyes, like someone was stroking it. And there was a crease on my bed from where someone was sitting...

The end! Hope you liked it.

Modern Day Story of Carmilla

Here is a rough draft of Chapter One of Carmilla, written in the setting of the present day world. I do not think that I will write the whole story since it would be super long, but for now this is chapter one. Hope it makes sense to you guys!

If you have ever heard of the town of Cama de Sol, it would be known to you that not a lot of people reside there. It would also be known to you that it is an island, just off the coast of Costa Rica. The island itself is quite large, dense with vegetation and wildlife. But only a few people have the desire to reside there, including Doctor Hanson on the north side with his wife Sue, and a retired army general deep inland. An older woman named Patricia and her orderly friend Linda, reside on the west side, close to a beautiful lagoon. The south side belongs to a very wealthy family with a grand estate and a boat dock. The inhabitants of that estate include my father and I.

My mother died when I was young, and it has been just me and my father ever since. Of course, Patricia Perrodon and Linda Livingston contributed greatly to filling in the role of my mother, but nonetheless it has been difficult. I never met my mother—she died while giving me life but not a day goes by where I don’t think of her. My father moved to the island of Cama de Sol where we now reside ever since her death to escape reality and start a new life for us; he was never good with dealing with his emotions. He got a job as a fisherman but since my mother’s family was very well-off, neither he nor I ever need to work; he just works to keep his mind off certain things and to feel important in the world. He feels as though money needs to be earned to be valued. Contrary to his belief however, my father buys me everything—clothes, jewelry, and recently, a new Kawasaki STX-15F jet ski. My father must think that spoiling me will fill the void of not having a mother in the picture, but I still feel emptiness, despite the fact that she died when I was only a little baby. Being an only child is nice, but it’s definitely lonely sometimes—actually make that all the time, especially since there are only 4 people who live close enough to socialize with. And none of those people are under the age of 50. Needless to say I have never really had a true friend my age—no play dates when I was younger, nothing—there’s no one to play with on an island. My father had homeschooled me with Ms. Perrodon all my life so I never experienced public school. So, material items have been filling that void as well. But at 17 I felt the need to have a friend more than ever before. I needed to know things—girl things—things that I felt weird asking Ms. Perrodon or Ms. Livingston. I needed someone to talk to and who could relate to me; someone who had answers to my lingering questions. The only other girl I could think of who fit closest to that description is somewhat of a joke—she’s not even real. When I was younger, I had a dream unlike any other; I had a dream of seeing a girl’s face, and she was very pretty. She was kneeling by my bedside, stroking my hair and kissed my forehead. I remember feeling very comforted, but only a moment after feeling that comfort I felt a sharp pain in my chest, almost like it was being stabbed. I remember awaking in a startle, crying out for my mother but only to have my father come charging in the room with a scared look on his face. When I told him my vision, he ensured me that it was only a dream and that everything’s okay. However I could not keep my eyes from darting back to the place where I saw the girl kneeling on my bed. I tried convincing myself that it was just a dream but something about it just seemed too real. Little did I know that my eyes would grace this face again...

Well, that's chapter one! Let me know if I could improve/fix anything. So, in this class I have learned a whole lot more than I expected. First off, I learned how to dig deep into a novel and sort of "dissect" it, finding out the reasons behind the characters, plot, setting, etc. I was also taking a blues poetry class this semester and I learned this skill in that class too, so I'm proud to say I am now experienced and can interpret compositions a lot more easily than I used to be able to. I also learned about the Irish culture, and that it is not just a pretty green country, but that it suffered a lot of struggle and turmoil throughout its years. I learned about the Celtic Tiger, the Irish separation, and the famine that wiped out much of the country. I want to say that I'm very happy I took this course, and that the work was challenging but rewarding at the same time. I would definitely reccomend taking this class to anyone, because it flexes your brain and pushes you to think in even the most abstract ways to understand things. I just want to say thank you all for helping me in this class and contributing to my learning (as cheesy as it sounds!) I wish you all luck in continuing your education!! xo - Morgan

Ghosts, Gatherings, and...Cinco de Mayo!

From Colleen's Blog...."With the spectre of Liam haunting Veronica's every move, The Gathering is very much a ghost story. Avery Gordon in his book Ghostly Matters writes,

“Haunting was the language and the experiential modality by which I tried to reach an understanding of the meeting of force and meaning, because haunting is one way in which abusive systems of power make themselves known and their impacts felt in everyday life, especially when they are supposedly over and done with (slavery, for instance) or when their oppressive nature is denied (as in free labor or national security). Haunting is not the same as being exploited, traumatized, or oppressed, although it usually involves these experiences or is produced by them. What’s distinctive about haunting is that it is an animated state in which a repressed or unresolved social violence is making itself known, sometimes very directly, sometimes more obliquely. I used the term haunting to describe those singular yet repetitive instances when home becomes unfamiliar, when your bearings on the world lose direction, when the over-and-done-with comes alive, when what’s been in your blind spot comes into view. Haunting raises specters, and it alters the experience of being in time, the way we separate the past, the present, and the future. These specters or ghosts appear when the trouble they represent and symptomize is no longer being contained or repressed or blocked from view. The ghost, as I understand it, is not the invisible or some ineffable excess. The whole essence, if you can use that word, of a ghost is that it has a real presence and demands its due, your attention. Haunting and the appearance of specters or ghosts is one way, I tried to suggest, we are notified that what’s been concealed is very much alive and present, interfering precisely with those always incomplete forms of containment and repression carelessly directed toward us.” (xvi)"

Whoa. This passage is very interesting, and well thought out in my opinion. Avery Gordon makes a great point on what a haunting consists of (in his eyes) and what it really entails. I liked the part, “Haunting raises specters, and it alters the experience of being in time, the way we separate the past, the present, and the future. These specters or ghosts appear when the trouble they represent and symptomize is no longer being contained or repressed or blocked from view.”

It seems as though The Gathering truly is a ghost story, with this in mind. Veronica manages to sort of “ruffle up” the “ghosts of the past” and it is seen in this novel in her “night thoughts” and through the “presence” of her now dead brother Liam. It is also sort of seen when she goes back to the past in her point of view of what she thought happened. Just the actions she uncovers and the scenery alone prove to be haunting; going back and uncovering a secret as vast as the one she uncovered can be haunting enough, without the presence of another “being.”

Also this week we were supposed to post another passage about our ideas for our final project and well, although I have somewhat of an idea of what I could do, I don't know if it will be sufficient enough to fit the criteria we have to match...if anyone has a creative idea of what to do please, feel free to comment! I could use all the help I can get.

By the way Happy Cinco de Mayo everyone!!